would it be a problem for me???
as i start to ponder.... my life back in the kampung heir...
no retail therapy, no super fast broadband, no restaurant therapy, no P.T. no rushin here and there??, nitelife not so impt
How would life really be if i am back home once again?
well, nowadays being a students is entirely different...
parents visit you more often than you return home/country...
so it doesnt felt like studying overseas...
I am now freaking out.... I am afraid of the lack of time killer activities~~
as i recalled, chyi had to plan activity... even small activities too...
like badminton match etc etc
i am too lazy for that...
as i re-visualise that I said "nah~ here is okay loh~" to ppl who assumed I loved it here...
now i regret... I did somehow prefer here... but i didnt realised its the most important thing
that bn cant give mua....
as I hold my wallet dearly to myself... deciding whether i shud buy that blazer...
on super all time low price tags
I will definitely miss the anticipation of buying and not buying....
guilt drenched my heart as i start to recap... which plastics were used most often this week.
now that 50 lan are available here... I would be half dead knowing i can't have it in bn....
I now ada nausea having the thots of goin back to bn...
the only fucking good excuse i want to go back bn is to dump all my old stuff there..
i have started to treat my once dear home.. as a dumping ground for my last year belongings... so i can make rooms for new bliss i find here... walao~
ON TOP of that, i do miss my mommy and papa... haha~ thats the only reason we want to go home for...to be in the comfort of loved ones and away from the hsechores...
i really cant live without fast broadband, abundant foodies, beli-belah~
another crucial addictions i might have, once i am in the America....
would i not want to come back home? for good... while remembering a tyre tycoon once told me! Quote"my bro went there to study, then work and never want to return except visiting our parent"
is it that addictive????
i am very scared.
as i start to ponder.... my life back in the kampung heir...
no retail therapy, no super fast broadband, no restaurant therapy, no P.T. no rushin here and there??, nitelife not so impt
How would life really be if i am back home once again?
well, nowadays being a students is entirely different...
parents visit you more often than you return home/country...
so it doesnt felt like studying overseas...
I am now freaking out.... I am afraid of the lack of time killer activities~~
as i recalled, chyi had to plan activity... even small activities too...
like badminton match etc etc
i am too lazy for that...
as i re-visualise that I said "nah~ here is okay loh~" to ppl who assumed I loved it here...
now i regret... I did somehow prefer here... but i didnt realised its the most important thing
that bn cant give mua....
as I hold my wallet dearly to myself... deciding whether i shud buy that blazer...
on super all time low price tags
I will definitely miss the anticipation of buying and not buying....
guilt drenched my heart as i start to recap... which plastics were used most often this week.
now that 50 lan are available here... I would be half dead knowing i can't have it in bn....
I now ada nausea having the thots of goin back to bn...
the only fucking good excuse i want to go back bn is to dump all my old stuff there..
i have started to treat my once dear home.. as a dumping ground for my last year belongings... so i can make rooms for new bliss i find here... walao~
ON TOP of that, i do miss my mommy and papa... haha~ thats the only reason we want to go home for...to be in the comfort of loved ones and away from the hsechores...
i really cant live without fast broadband, abundant foodies, beli-belah~
another crucial addictions i might have, once i am in the America....
would i not want to come back home? for good... while remembering a tyre tycoon once told me! Quote"my bro went there to study, then work and never want to return except visiting our parent"
is it that addictive????
i am very scared.
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